Tuesday, March 17, 2009

~:> coming back to EARTH!!!!

of course with every high there is a low...... with every up there is down. yesterday i was flying high and i am still happy, Today I went to work just to observe...... that is all i did.......and then there is the doubt that a.l.w.a.y.s. hits me........ will i figure this out, will i do okay... will i screw up, will be able to work with this computer program..... i did this with Kiski, and the Methadone Clinic, and even my home health jobs.... when will i learn.......if God puts me there........ and wants me to stay there, then he will certainly help me to NOT fail....... oh when will i learn!!!
i can't believe that i have 1 day and some odd hours before surgery........ and just for the record folks............. my first words WILL be......... why did i do this? yeah i am pretty sure i am going to be mad at me, but i just call it like i see it.
Tomorrow i go to Pittsburgh for my final weigh in, and vital signs before surgery........... as soon as I find out the time of my scheduled surgery i will let you folks know..... and I'll make sure Bill gets the word out on how i am doing....
I also have to stop in at Kiski to do some paper work...... so i see tomorrow being a very busy day yet again.......
goodnight folks ......
tomorrow at 830 am the 1 disappears!!!

1 comment:

Patti's Parlor said...

Sandi, Sandi, Sandi. It's not like there are going to throw you at your desk and say "go at it". I'm sure you will be trained. And though we tease about Rose you are a smart cookie. I have no doubts that you'll catch on in no time.
Don't worry about the pain when you wake up from surgery. That's what drugs are for! Again they aren't going to just push you out of the O.R. into your car.
Oh that ticker tracker thingy is going down fast!
Love you g/f.
xoxo