yup, that's me right now. I have one personality that is crying over every little thing.. I cried on price is right, i cried on the Roseanne show, I cried during a tampon commercial........ okay I laughed at the commercial after I cried first... yeah but so would you...... the commercial is about this teen girl in a third world country.... and the sad music is playing in the back ground, she's helping a younger sibling get dressed........all the while someone is speaking...." there are so many girls that can't go to school because they don't have the protection they need, ...... help these young woman.......buy Playtex/Kotex and support these third world countries. number one, the brand of tampon i forgot (commercial didn't do its job). And two, I've heard it all...... but never have i heard....... Save young girls in third world countries, buy ______ tampons!!!
Bill looks at me wrong, and I want to sew his eyes shut. I feel like I am living with Archie Bunker sometimes. and while i am sewing his eyes, i want to sew his mouth too...... wow i don't remember having PMS this bad for a few months now..... I was lying in bed and thinking 100 years from now.......we as my family, will not be in this house together, and then I cry! i mean what is all that about........ The one thing that i am pretty sure that hasn't happened.... my head hasn't spun around three times spitting up green vomit..........so I'll say there is hope for me. I am watching a movie before work yesterday...........and Andrew comes out dancing...... i snap because he's making too much noise, how dare he hum and be in a good mood while i am watching a movie. And then Sybil touches the switch again, and this personality comes out, the one that wants to help the world, and smother my kids in hugs, the one that gets teary eyed when i see a sweet segment on TV, you know what I am talking about, one of those Folgers commercials at Christmas time. and then there goes Sybil with that switch,.... and i am being impatient, i mean i called the kids to dinner 7 seconds ago.......why are they not at the table yet!!! keep flicking that switch Sybil.......... stop at the nobody appreciates me mode............ I spent hours making this dinner, cleaning the house and i have to go to work too, and it has been 14 seconds now , and nobody is at the dinner table.......... Come on Sybil are ya tired yet??? And i sit at the dinner table 2 minutes later, and i look at my kids, i look at my husband.......and a surge of overwhelming love hits me, what a wonderful family I have, .......how lucky and how blessed i am........ and then i remember 100 years from now, we will not be here!!!!
Kim seemed to enjoy my Sybil journey as i was relaying this to her on the phone last night....... but she doesn't have to live with me, now does she????
I am at work today.......and very busy!!! I took the Zyrtec last night too, it seems to work, i sleep soundly, slept in until 8 am ( i usually get up at 6am) and not too drowsy in the am. so we will see. I made a big pot of Italian Holiday Soup........ and came to work